Soulful conception without conventional constriction.
Whether you're 28 or 38.
Whether you haven't started "trying" or you've been "trying" for years.
Whether you're in those vulnerable early conversations... "holy shit, we're actually a yes to this... now what?!"
Or you've been on a long road of love and loss, heartache and hope...
You know in your bones that the path to Mother is your road.
But you've tried (or are resistant to) a more conventional path.
Maybe you've read all the books (and thoroughly rid your kitchen of plastic).
Or you've listened to the podcasts (and thoroughly considered the pros and cons of hospital vs homebirth).
Perhaps you're eating the ancestral foods and taking allll the supplements.
Or you're so damn tired of googling about the hows and how much of freezing your eggs one day.
Or maaaybe, you know you wanna have babies, but you're terrified to take any "logical" "responsible" next steps.
Because this is not ANY of that.
Conception Magic is a *free* 2-hour experience to call your inner-mystic back into the inherently sacred journey of entering the Motherverse.
Bringing you out of the thought of conception and into the soul embodiment of the impossible-to-control journey.
There is no linear 10 point hack to having your baby. (We know you know this deep down, duh.)
But there IS the possibility of saying a humble, powerful YES to the spiraling mystery of conscious conception.
And in the process, meeting your Inner-Mystic Mother, getting down on your knees, and asking her questions.
Inconvenient, horrible, magical questions that might dish you answers like –
- Completely stop drinking... better yet, sober up your whole damn life. (That was Jasmine's journey.)
- Fire that one employee... or better yet, close your whole damn company. (And that was Rachael's!)
- Your baby wants to live in village.
- You’re with the wrong partner.
- You can’t walk this alone, carry the load for both of you.
- That dark energy in your mother line... it's time for you to attend to it.
- That relational trauma that has you feeling like you don't deserve it... yeah, that's the missing link.
BEYOND the "biological clock"
BEYOND past losses
BEYOND diagnosis or health challenges
BEYOND fear / paralysis / anxiety
BEYOND "but I don't even have my partner yet"
BEYOND what your parents think is a good idea
BEYOND what patriarchal medical industries tell you is possible
BEYOND your partner's limitations or resistance
... there is a mythic path, a PRECONCEPTION ALLEGORY, that is yours and yours alone to walk.
... there is a journey to reunion with your Inner-Mystic Mother.
The one who knows the TRUTH of your most fertile body, heart and soul.
If you dare to hear her wisdom.
If you dare to follow her instructions.
If you dare to say yes, unequivocally, to her call.
Jasmine always likes to say that how you walk your conception journey prepares you for pregnancy. And how you walk your pregnancy prepares you for birth. And how you walk your birth prepares you for postpartum.
And this... this deeply devotional preparation is how we love our children before they’re ever even conceived.
We become the Mystic Mother, unbound by conventional constrictions, old traumas, fear, immaturity and incoherence.
We meet the mirror now so we're prepared to meet the mirror of our children.
We take ourselves into the fire of initiation, the Underworld where we're reborn as Adults.
We become responsible for living our truest love story of dignity and honor.
We own how magical we are, and we apply that magic like the calling of a lifetime.
Join us for a 2-hour experience of remembrance
Saturday August 12th
9am PST / 12pm EST
Meet Your Guides
We are two women that are walking wildly different pathways of the Mother Road, but with shared reverence for the journey. Rachael was Jasmine's client through her preconception, pregnancy and postpartum time. And Jasmine was Rachael's student when Rachael taught trauma resolution skills to practitioners.
It's a rare joy to get to criss-cross medicines in this way, but we trust each other deeply because of it, and are so excited to offer our unique gifts to women entering the Motherverse.
I have been on a deep, winding, Mother Road journey for the past 6 years - on a path of reverent relationship with the soul and body of my Womb. This path has sculpted and molded me - asking me to dearmour my heart, tend to the wounds/trauma that I have held within my womb, and come into right relationship with the cycles and rhythms of my womanhood.
My descent was, and continues to be, significant. I can say with absolute conviction that when our Mother Road journey is a long road, that we are not being punished. In fact, life is presenting us with an opportunity to take the time to step into the Women that we are destined to be on this Earth. To claim the initiations that we are being asked to walk with great courage and acknowledgment of the depth of responsibility we hold to bring children into our Wombs.
Along my journey...
I have become sober.
I have fallen deeper in love with my husband.
I am wildly connected to my womanly body.
I am profoundly connected to my blood as a sacred gift.
I feel a depth of reverent love for my womb in a way that brings me to tears.
I connect with my Spirit babies often - and I trust their divine sequence.
I TRUST MY BODY
I TRUST MY BABIES
I have brought my beloved babies down from the stars into my womb, and loved them as they left my body through miscarriage. I have touched down on the grief and have been held in ritual and ceremony as I wove love back in.
The Conscious Conception/Fertility journey is one that will invite us to truly surrender to the Mystery. It is a path of Spirit, just as much as it is of Body.
Through this journey, I have begun to midwife women through this portal of their own becoming, bridging the physiological and the spiritual journey of the Mother Road.
It is here that we weave the love back in.
Learn more about Jasmine right here.
Okay, don't hate me when you read this, but...
My husband and I got pregnant on our "first try". We birthed our baby without drugs or intervention, safely and powerfully in our bedroom at home, and we're riding a deeply nourishing postpartum time, free of trauma, depression or anxiety.
But here's the thing...
NONE of it happened without magic... (or challenge).
For years, I walked my preconception road solo, with a fierce devotion to meeting the right partner – a man to birth worlds and babies with. I didn't settle for the almost-but-not-quite-right. I held out for him, loneliness, doubts, and all.
When we knew we wanted to open our conception portal, we did a 3-day self-guided retreat, full of soulful ritual, hard questions, wild dancing and deep listening.
We conceived our baby after a day-long ritual following a pendulum through Southern Colorado. Our babe literally came down as lightening struck, thunder crashed and orgasms splashed all around.
Every. Single. Step. of our journey has been conscious, intentional and mystical.
My pregnancy was hard as hell, but through it, the myth of Persephone carried me, asking me to go deeper into the underworld of truth, letting go of everything and anyone who wasn't meant to come with me on the next steps of my Mother Road.
I even encountered a real life birth cave on the beaches of Mendicino, California during our Babymoon, and communed with the spirit of the Timeless Cave Woman to help ease my anxieties and prepare for birth.
I wish I could tell you it takes effort for me to be this way, but the truth is, it's my nature. I look for myth and meaning in every day experiences constantly. I make ritual out of ordinary moments like a religion passed down through generations.
The hard part is remembering that THIS – this mystical power that lives inside of me (and you, too, absolutely) – is the SAFEST BET.
Safer than strategy. Safer than reason. Safer than whatever authority out there wants to tell you what to do.
And WHEN we remember, and WHEN we commit, our magic makes way for miracles.
I am devoted to remembering with every ounce of my body and soul. And I am devoted to helping you remember, too.
Learn more about Rachael right here.
Conception Magic is a 2-hour experience that will offer you the opportunity to meet & commune with your Inner-Mystic Mother. To hear and heed her/their wisdom on your soulful conception journey.
It's also a taste of the kind of ritual we'll be doing, and ethos we'll be holding, during our longer coven experience called MAGIC 4X: Entering the Motherverse.
MAGIC 4X is a 3-month coven of remembrance with Rachael & Jasmine to deepen further into your Mystical Mother archetype, inclusive of a 4-night, 3-day all inclusive RETREAT on the Big Island, Hawai'i Sept 19th-23rd.
We'll share a bit more about that experience at the end of Conception Magic.
And of course, you can read all about it right here!